Love. Love is a very funny feeling that we open ourselves up to. Something that we let creep into our body slowly until its too late and its got you. And its funny how much you can feel once the word is said… Its a word that carries weight, its got thud to it. Four letters long, two syllables and yet… Love… you.
This is what the embodiment of love looks like. Maybe not to you, but to me. This is it. So beautiful, and just so pure. But so, so very fragile. Those eyes, those eyes could warm you down to your soul with just a hint of sunlight. Her skin is soft and smells so sweet. She herself is fair in nature, and has so much of herself that she is willing to share. The slightest touch from her gives me chills, and I crave it. This is the embodiment of love. Waiting patiently, putting it all out there, hoping someone would just be there… for her… and just her. Waiting for them to realize.
I know most of your favorite songs… but maybe not all the lyrics
I know your only ticklish spot(and I’m sorry for touching sometimes)
I know how much you love your friends, and value them as them
I know your smile has stopped me in my tracks more times than i could ever care to imagine
I know you can out-smoke me.
I know there’s a beautiful look on your face every day that says your proud, and strong, even though sometimes you might not always believe..
I know ….You are the respectable woman to party with.
What I don’t know… Is what its going to be like… to grow old with you… If ill ever get to see another smile, Or if.. Ill ever hear you say the three words I took for granted all this time….
Ive cried, thought circles round myself… starred in silence and even found the capacity for an upchuck or two. I’ve nothing left to hide from you, and what I have left is bared to you openly, so it will be, forever.
If you ever think, even for a moment, that what you have is special… If you think to yourself, even for a single second, that you truly, and i mean if you fucking say it, you better damn well mean it, if you truly Love someone…. You fight for them. Hold them up on a pedestal and show the world what you found. And by god, you hold on to that person tighter than you ever have before and don’t let go. Cause there’s a lot you don’t know about yourself, and you will NEVER find it without them.
I love you, you, just JUST you. just you. just… you.
And now your just out of my reach.
to the embodiment of love, to the girl that took my breath away time and time again…
I Am Sorry.